(Un) Important Post!

I warn you, this post contains serious complaints, negative words, and not-very-motivating expressions 😀

This is my last semester of my postgrad study. My friends, who have finished their master degree, always told me that the hardest part of a postgrad study is the thesis-making part. And now.. I am amidst that monster. I did not know that it would be very overwhelming.. Now I know.. Oh Lord~!!

So, in the middle of my frustration, I often stop for a while and refresh myself by scrolling through my facebook or reading random articles. But! I always hate myself at the end because I often end up watching some videos on youtube 😀

Man, you would never know how it feels until you experience this monster so-called thesis yourself -____-

So~ before I hate myself again for making a too-long post, I’d better end it here 😛

The Secret

It’s getting hard..

What actually awaits me that I need to face this now?

What does the future hold for me?

Is it that grand that I need to pay for it in advance?

It’s getting even harder..

What will the future unfold?

What gift has it prepared for me?

Lord, You are the Most Willing

Tell me this secret immediately

As I’m afraid I can even crawl to reach it myself any longer